Sorry - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I just wrote a letter to myself and all it said was "Don't give up yet"

And when things don't seem to be going well

Just smile and don't get upset

I really miss my ex

I know she think that I just miss her sex

But by the day I start to miss that less

What I really miss is...

How she always made me give my best

And how she always made me skip my breath

But now I can't breathe

'Cause she left when I told her that she can't leave

And I don't think that she coming back

I got a king sized bed but I was morе comfortable on them nights that we would sleep on a mat

I usеd to think I was trapped

Maybe I was too high and couldn't open up my eyes enough to see what I had

Now when I think of the past is the only time I find a reason to cry

And the only time I find a reason to laugh

[Chorus]

Went through the highs and the lows with you

The fires and the smoke with you

I used to say that we in love

I'm sorry that I spoke for you

I'm sorry for not doing all the things I was supposed to do

I'm sorry for abusing you

I'm sorry for approaching you

I'm sorry

And I know that I was the worst

And it could never take away all the ways that I made you hurt

But I'm sorry

And I hope that you hear this verse

'Cause when I'm looking in your face I could never put it in words

[Bridge]

I know that you're right for me

Even when you dead wrong

And you still love to hear this voice in your headphones

If you ever feel like your love getting slept on

We can pick up same page that we left on

Why you let him do you like that?

I ain't never do you like that

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I wonder if my songs will stop getting better

And if I already lost the girl I'm supposed to be with forever

Sometimes I wonder if my parents were to stick together

Would I have learned how to love, commit, and really give an effort

I always been a misdirector and a big finesser

Did you dirty once and ever since been trying to disinfect you

You say you don't feel these feelings now I'm feeling pressure

And I know loving you is wrong but it's my guilty pleasure

You hold a shitload of intel and info

You turn my doors to windows

Enclosed I'm fully exposed

Sometimes love supposed to stink 'cause that's the way that shit goes

And I ain't tryna forfeit for who I know I'm fit for

I wish those sins I committed ain't kill the tempo

But I understand your decision

Comprehension is 10-4

Been battling for justice everyday but now my wins low

And all I got is memories of days that I did go