Nothing Like I Was

By CalenRaps

On Homesick

Released on January 30, 2020

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[Chorus]

I swear I'm nothing like I was

I'm nothing like I was babe

I been missing it when it was us

Remembering when it was us babe

Girl I know I broke your trust

I won't ever break your trust babe

I'm nothing like I was

Can I get an update


[Verse 1]

If you'd gave me the second chance that I know I definitely don't deserve

I'll forever be in your debt as long as I'm on this earth

At this point I'm surprised that I haven't gone berserk

And I know one day I'll die and I'll end up on a shirt

I just hope you hear this verse when I perform it first

Before I end up overdosing off of 40 percs

Before it really hurts, it just sort of hurts

I really hate the nights, but the mornings worse

I'm wishing I could breath the same air as you

I wish that I could be who you compared me to

And I wish I wasn't scared of you, but it's unbearable


[Chorus]

I'm nothing like I was

I'm nothing like I was babe

I been missing it when it was us

Remembering when it was us babe

Girl I know I broke your trust

I won't ever break your trust babe

I'm nothing like I was

Can I get an update


[Verse 2]

Remember when I gave you that second chance that you didn't deserve

Every way that I did you was the way that you did me first

It's the last time I fill my page with empty words

I used to miss you bad, now I miss you worse

But we completely different people when we hurt

And even when you with me you still envy her

I really thought we would eventually work

But I ain't strong enough to lift the curse

So I guess this is it, you was my everything

Now I'm everything less

The only reason I had left to exist

So I'll exit with this


[Chorus]

I swear I'm nothing like I was

I'm nothing like I was babe

I been missing it when it was us

Remembering when it was us babe

Girl I know I broke your trust

I won't ever break your trust babe

I'm nothing like I was

Can I get an update