Losses

By CalenRaps

Released on March 11, 2022

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(Yeah Yeah)

(I'm so tired of taking losses)


[Verse 1]

Last week you called my phone and you was crying

This week you hit me up straight lying

I don’t know what to believe

Sometimes I wanna say you ain't trying

But your brain straight frying

You don't get high for fun it’s a disease

And I remember back when we was young

The only thing my momma ever had to worry bout

Was some baggies of some weed

But I just picked up 30 tabs of addy

And I don't think she'd be happy

If she knew that this was actually a need

But I'm grown now my baggage is for me

Nobody else gon keep me safe and stash away the key

Had to pull myself together likе some allocated fees

I ain't trynna be that pеrson that assassinated me


[Bridge 1]

And they gon say I'm going vegan I just graduated beef

If they hating I just take it as they fascinated deep

A lot of rappers got a habit to exaggerate on beats

Cut from different fabric I can't fabricate the lease

Need a four digit thread count

Eight digit bank account

Just know I'm ready for the flood like my ankles out

Used to go to Safeway now I’m on a danger route

Even if I passed out I never had the faintest doubt

[Verse 2}

One day I’d have that Cullinan to swing around

With a couple extra of them for my brother's getting painted down

How we go from struggling to nothing to complain about

They put it all on Calen but shit I’m far from failing

(Yeah)

We made the most with the least

They said I'd fold but I ain't noticed a crease

I still think of old hoes every week

Cause we never really know when roads are complete

My heart is a broken antique

I pick up the pieces and just hold em and weep

Cuz I'll implode if I hold it in but I’m exposed if I speak

Still keep my head high like my nose got a leak

And I keep growing throughout the times that was supposed to be bleak


[Chorus]

I ain't been the same since the day that you crossed me

Right when I lost you

I lost me

Woulda paid attention If I knew what it'd cost me

Damn

I'm so tired of taking losses

Losses Losses

You were my all now I'm like fuck all this

I'm so tired of taking losses