Released on May 20, 2020

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[Verse 1]

It's pandemonium when he walk outside

Lost his job, he said he misses getting off round five

You can't appreciate your life, until you've almost died

His momma said that, you know moms don't lie

Now no matter how many drugs that he takes, he's always almost high

And he stopped counting the days, just waiting til they all go by

And his eyes dry, 'cause his father said the strong don't cry

But it's getting hard to hold it all inside

That's when I told him, I'll show up to where it's my kinda vibe

But I can't enjoy the place, 'cause my anxiety on the rise

Like the unemployment rate, ain't find no one to coordinate

Don't worry you'll be more than straight

The times you can't afford to waste, you find a way to formulate

Your most important plans, that make you feel your most fortunate

And you ain't really got a choice, you can't avoid your fate

Symphonies of empathy were meant for me to orchestrate

My soul inside the inc, what more can I incorporate?


[Chorus]

I been staying indoors

Staring out the window

Picking up the phone

To let my family and friends know

That I still love 'em and they everything I live for

You never know when it ends tho

I been staying indoors

Staring out the window

Picking up my phone

To tell a bitch that I pretend for

That I still love her but she treat it like an insult

You never know when it ends tho


[Verse 2]

Bought a 1988 Corolla in 2014

And lived a life that's the opposite of living your dreams

I'd feel pitiful when I couldn't get particular things

That envy had me turning Piccolo green

Is still remember signing into my Twitter and talking shit thru a screen

Just me and whatever company my misery brings

Put all the holes in my heart and the rips in my jeans

Til I started accepting change, now I'm a vending machine

Cause I'mma make sure that you eating, if you come around me

If we can't sell it here, we'll flip it another county dawg

And I don't fuck with who ain't fuck with me, when stuff was lousy

So stay the fuck up off my line with all that "What about me dawg?"

On my dolo Solo Han shit, grinding til my moms rich

Used to hit the pawn shop, now I feel accomplished

All behind these bars, did it like a convict

High til my mind drift, tryna clear my conscience


[Chorus]

I been staying indoors

Staring out the window

Picking up the phone

To let my family and friends know

That I still love 'em and they everything I live for

You never know when it ends tho

I been staying indoors

Staring out the window

Picking up my phone

To tell a bitch that I pretend for

That I still love her but she treat it like an insult

You never know when it ends tho