[Intro]

I love you Papi

[Verse]

I'm introverted always tried to change, but I just get more nervous

I work for everything I got but feel I didn't deserve it and I would envy every person living picture-perfect, but now I know the blemishes on pictures make the picture worth it

And she look real good online But she ain't even real in person

Type of girl that break your heart the moment that she feel uncertain

Causе She would rather that than be thе only one that ends up hurting, her love is unconditional until conditions worsen

I'm sick of searching for shit that I'll never find my brother always said that it should be getting better in time

But now it's been a bit of time and I'm just bitter never better used to say we on the mend but ain't no mended me together

When you get it out the desert you just grateful for a raindrop

Smoke until I'm numb the only way to make the pain stop

Spent the past five days straight same tank top another words No, I can't change I'm solid like the paint job

This year I'm taking charge. No, I can't I can't flop and i know she gonna let me hit it's like I got the aim bot anytime I pull up in their city is the bank shot

Always be returning to the same slots

Never seem to learn any lesson until it's too late It's probably why she packed her possessions into a suitcase, but baby, that's okay cuz I never needed a roommate It's a bunch of hoes that do everything that you do great

If I was extroverted I'd probably be able to perfect my purpose and have a heart that's full instead of just a head that's hurting I'm tired of being tired. God was the best detergent searching for a friend that I could gain but they'll never surface Nobody's down for you like you are I'm moving by myself like ain't no room inside the u-haul It's only right. I do y'all the same way you did me never held the grudge But I still hang on to the memories just in case they always said that I would fail but I'm too fucking great Always tried to make me feel like shit just cuz I wasn't Drake if I hit two hoes in one day It's not a double date. I got the gas from a solid nigga in another state

I'm getting high again, in my head hear a violin. Playing sad songs but on the outside I'm smiling, started spiralling, started to be inspiring, like caller number 9 I am dialled in

Sipping Remedies to liquor It always got me in my feelings looking at your pictures and you've been running around with all them hoes you call sisters But you know that them bitches just don't get you like I get you Girl I really miss you Sipping Remedies to liquor It always got me in my feelings looking at your pictures and you've been running around with all them hoes you call sisters But you know that them bitches just don't get you like I get you Girl I really miss you