ILYB - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Yea, this is my final straw

This is the last hoo-rah

The most people, wouldn't make it here, or half as far

I wish I cared less, I wish I mattered more

But they can care less, If I left out that door

I wish when shit happen, I knew what it happen for

Every day I'd see my parents at it, going back and forth

My dad's first marriage, plus his last divorce

But he swears he wouldn't change it if he had the choice

Yea, cause I love you boy

Yea, you know I love you boy

I'm sorry I wasn't there, to always show you I cared

Yea, but I still love you boy

Yea, and If I ain't got nothing, I got you

And that's enough if nothing more

You know I'll always love you boy

I remember all the times we had

I remember all the smiles and laughs

Before I realized, before I realized the smile don't last

And everything can go from has to had

And every time we clash its bad

But we ain't even mad like that

So yea what happened dad?

Shit I'm always having flashes back

And I just wanna go back to that

It's so hard be angry, Its so hard being happy

Its so hard to be anything, cause you was my everything

Yea I ain't been the same dog since the day I turned 17

Yo, I love you pops

Yea, and I hope that you love yo boy