[Verse 1]

I don't even know what's worse

When you know you hurt someone

Or when you hurt someone and you don't even know they hurt

Or when you when you leave a person in search of someone perfect

But then you realize they're more perfect than you hope they were

I know I might be broken til I fix all my mistakes

Sometimes I have a dream so great that I get pissed when I awake like damn

I know I gotta change my ways and change the way I am

But every day has been a day since Texas A and M, like

Auden's got a daughter now

She almost walking now

It feels like yesterday he was headed to see the ultrasound

I wish within the midst of the moments I'll eventually miss

That I could know somehow and smile like I'm supposed to smile

[Interlude]

*Ringing*

You have reached the voicemail box of...

[Verse 2]

Yeah

And I'm just sitting waiting patient till the day we win

When all the fakes and all the haters try to make amends

They use to look me in my face like I'm an alien

But they just couldn't never comprehend the mental space I'm in

I should've known, these niggas wouldn't want to put me on

When I got great at what everybody's just good at doin'

I think my heart cold, at least the pussy warm

I hope my pops know, that I'm still pushing for him

Keep sleep and over sleep, I speak until I overheat

Ain't no plain B, I plan to be who I'm supposed to be, yeah

And who these niggas are supposably

Just want to feel important when I'm pouring out more poetry

I'm so tired, of new people telling old lies

And not appreciating time until it goes by

I look up, there's clouds covering the whole sky

Just tryna make my Momma proud before we both die