Gone - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

And I know your feelings is delicate

So I'll be eloquent

You still yourself but it seem like you just a shell of it

Never needed love I just fell in it for the fellowship

You said we held together I guess it was an embellishment

I tell her shit like "I believe in you deep in my core

And this heart inside of my body is equally yours"

She just staring at me like she never seen me before

I guess we turn into the people we cure

'Cause even when I know I’m supposed to leave

I just sink my teeth in it more

And try to nail my feet to the floor

Like if I meet somebody else I’m just repeating all the things we endured

You know you’ll always be the sheathe on my sword

[Chorus]

I've never seen the allure

You talking 'bout it, I just need to record

You say that shit make me immature

But I just think you ignore

Every sign telling you I'm leaving 'til my key in the door

You ain't with me anymore, I'm gone

[Verse 2]

And I'm inching closer to death from cigarettes I lit

Still ain't half the man that my step-pops is

'Cause there ain't no way I could ever accept five kids

And all of that pressure just to make sure that I kept my chick

But I do know the best life lived is a life that shared

As I look around, there ain’t nobody here

But I noticed my joy was stolen when I chose to compare

So I'm just holding in the smoke 'til it clears

And if you didn't get the first verse

Baby I'm hurt, hurt

Used to want to work on it

Now it ain't worth work

Looking for your love like letters in a word search

And it's tough cause I never did deserve her (Yeah)

And if you ever felt it, I seen it

I always swore we were connected by telekinesis

She telling me secrets

Detailing her failures and weakness

The same second she unveils 'em to Jesus

I miss your hellish releases

Asked the fellas and they tell me to leave it

But they don't understand the other side of hell is achievement

I'm tryna reach it