Drowning

By CalenRaps

On Homesick

Released on January 30, 2020

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[Chorus]

I never never let her love again, I

I can't wait to see you, I can't, I

I never never let her love again, I

I'm drowning and I sink trying to go back


[Verse: Calen]

I'm a movement by myslef but I'mma force when we together

Exactly where I am is where I'm supposed to be forever

Every lie I ever told her was totally to protect her

I'mma take you back to Texas and show you off like a treasure

I appreciate your presence, it's a blessing and a pleasure

Your stress is getting less and your complexion getting better

I love your glow, but baby you should know

I gave myself worth to a person in my past

And I'm so used of being hurt that I get nervous when I laugh

And I ain't good at being good, if I ain't perfect than I'm bad

But I put purpose in your life and put a [?] in your bag

I used to be the type to fuck bitches, duck bitches

Never fall in love with it

Always had to pop a couple uppers to get uplifted

Trying to get back in it when I was just in it

'Cause something 'bout you is so much different

My addictions to my usual fixes

Of why I tend to end up burning my most beautiful bridges

Use you, emotionally abuse you

The I'll have the nerve to lose my shit if you losing your interest

But when you find the man that finally do what I didn't

I hope he's everything that you viewed in your vision

I'm surely not trppin', you deserve the best


[Chorus]

I never never let her love again, I

I can't wait to see you, I can't, I

I never never let her love again, I

I'm drowning and I sink trying to go back