Released on February 8, 2021

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[Intro]

She said she can't live without me and I just hope she meant it

Told myself I'd never be this codependent


[Chorus]

I fell in love before, this the first time I ever floated in it

Your soul is different, you make me want to give more commitment


[Verse 1]

Even when we fight we don't quite go at one another

Instead, we fight for a better understanding of еach other

My brother asked mе what happened that made me realized that I love her

I said "I knew before I ever even touched her"

I still remember the first time that our eyes connected

I swear to God I died a second

I knew I wanted my life infested by you and all my time invested into

Whatever we decide together (Yeah)

Hoping I'll feel this type of high forever

But I never do, the feeling fades as quickly as it arrives

I fall in love and back out it and I'm not a bit surprised

I've been advised to stay away from who makes me feel victimized

A lot of women have died throughout my genocide

Identified myself as the constant throughout my problematic past

When I got what I wanted it was always gone within a flash

Never understood the concept of making something last

Or making sure she understands I cherish what we had, damn


[Chorus]

I fell in love before, this the first time I ever floated in it

Your soul is different, you make me want to give more commitment


[Verse 2]

When we say "It's over" we know that we ain't close to finished

Our souls are blended together until they both ascended

And I go ghost in my moments that I'm my most conflicted

And end up missing out on shit I always hoped to witness

Like my nephew's and my niece's birthday party

Lately I'm the only person that I've heard say "Sorry"

'Member feeling like this Earth might be the worst place for me

Until you came and gave me my worth weight shorty

I need you in the worst way

And that's ever since the first date shorty

When I noticed you ain't just prefect on the surface only

Now they ask who I prefer and I see her face only

'Cause she loved me with them dirt stains on me

But I never knew, the feeling fades as quickly as it arrives

She fall in love and back out of it with a couple different guys

I've been advised to stay away from who makes me feel victimized

Everyday I die inside your genocide

Identified myself as the constant throughout my problematic past

When I got who I wanted it was always gone within a flash

Never understood the concept of making something last

Or making sure she understands I cherish what we had, damn