And every verse could be about this bitch

With hindsight being what it is I look back on things and start seeing what I missed

And I don’t want to think cuz all I think about is this

I wish that we could get a drink so we could speak about this shit

But you don’t even want to see me because you think I ain’t shit

But these the things that I repent you should see me for my intent

Girl if you turned into the wind I would sleep inside a tent

I got a whole lot of love for you

I know a whole lot of niggas at the door lining up for you

And I don’t want to be nobody’s substitute

Look at your body girl nobody fucks with you

In a competition with yourself

Youre a wide open book but you’re a mystery as well

I wonder if you would ever leave heaven to visit me in hell

And if the pressure wasn’t present would our ? prevail

I’ll never know huh

Probably think I should just learn to love and let go huh

You gon say it and ? Both huh

I ain’t felt the benefit and I ain’t felt nothing close man

Nothing close man

And I’m happy and I’m sad about it

So I cry and I laugh about it

My emotions on a roller coaster ride

I thought when our story ended we were both supposed to die but now in sitting here dying alone

I know they’ll tell me try and be strong

The timing was wrong

But that’s some cliche shit

I can’t replace this

I can’t remake shit

I can’t erase it

I can’t cheat greatness

But I tried

How many times did I try

And I lied

How many times did Iie