[Verse]

And if life was easy it wouldn’t be worth living

God gives his best soldiers the worst missions

Everybody feels pain though we hurt different

Some days I feel everyone on the Earth missing

And I ain’t trynna speak

I’m faded and anxious

Some people get they lease

But I’m still making my payments

I never tell nobody no because I hate being hated

And I done took so long to blow I know I can’t get deflated

This is the long haul

Working all night like I’m on call

I’m unsolved

Jealous of them people that feel unflawed

And if I had a wish then I’d wish for one more

Cause I’m so damn unsure

You ever end up losing someone and it’s hard to breathe?

You ever been so used to someone it’s just hard to leave?

You know someone can make you blind if they all you see?

If she ain’t down for my grinding she ain’t down for me

This how my momma raise me

That’s why I only rap for niggas when they compensate me

So many Rayban friends, they all kind of shady

But yo I always did you right hoping that call might save me

But now I’m still on the outs