“RED [CLEANSED]”

By CALEBFOREVER

On “IMNOTANACCIDENT”

Released on July 7, 2018

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MY DADDY TOLD ME I'M A LOSER

I BELIEVED IT

HIT ME AGAIN, YELL IN MY FACE

ITS CAUSE I NEED IT

BUT WHY YOU GOTTA MAKE ME BLEED TO FEEL SO STRONG?

HOW COME NO MATTER WHAT I DO, YOU SAY I'M WRONG?

YOU'LL NEVER BE ANYTHING

YOU'RE A LOSER

HERE I STAND

EMPTY HANDS

WISHING MY WRISTS WERE BLEEDING

TO STOP THE PAIN FROM THE BEATINGS

AYE

CANT YOU SEE THE FEAR IN MY EYES?

WHEN YOU COME HOME

I GO INTO MY ROOM AND I CRY

AND I SIGH

AND DONT SAY NOTHING, I JUST KEEP TO MYSELF

CAUSE I KNOW THAT IF I PISS YOU OFF

I MIGHT GET THE BELT

YOU ALWAYS

RED MY FACE

STOP THE PAIN

SAY YOU SORRY

PICK ME UP

SLAM ME DOWN

CALL ME NAMES

I WONT BE ANYTHING

RAISE YOUR VOICE

CLENCH YOUR TEETH

MAKE ME FEEL

OH SO WEAK

FEED ME FEAR

TIL THE TEARS

FALLING DOWN

TO THE GROUND

YOU SAID IT'D BE THE LAST TIME

YOU ALWAYS

RED MY FACE

STOP THE PAIN

SAY YOU SORRY

PICK ME UP

SLAM ME DOWN

CALL ME NAMES

I WONT BE ANYTHING

RAISE YOUR VOICE

CLENCH YOUR TEETH

MAKE ME FEEL

OH SO WEAK

FEED ME FEAR

TIL THE TEARS

FALLING DOWN

TO THE GROUND

I DONT REALLY KNOW LIKE WHAT TO DO ANYMORE

I JUST HAVE LIKE THIS HORRIBLE EMPTY FEELING

I'M READY TO DIE

I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH LONGER I CAN TAKE

IF YOU CAN JUST TAKE THIS EMPTINESS AWAY

IF YOU CAN MAKE ME NOT FEEL SO NUMB

AND GIVE ME SOME TYPE OF PURPOSE

I'LL LIVE FOR YOU THE REST OF MY LIFE

ROMANS 10:9 SAYS

IF YOU CONFESS WITH YOUR MOUTH

THAT JESUS IS LORD

AND YOU BELIEVE IN YOUR HEART GOD RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD

YOU'LL BE SAVED

I CONFESS WITH MY MOUTH THAT JESUS IS LORD

I BELIEVE IN MY HEART GOD RAISED HIM FROM THE DEAD