Didn’t Know This...

By Caleb Small

On Forever/Yours

Released on December 6, 2024

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[Verse 1]

Heart shattered as I walked in the room

Couldn’t help but thinking of you

Every photo in every frame

All the smiles hit me with the pain

Wish I could wipe you from my mind

I wouldn’t be sleepless every night

That’s what lies will do to your head

No escape, not even in bed


[Chorus]

Didn’t know this, I didn’t know that

Why this love was so fucking bad

Crying in the bathroom alone

Praying that nobody was home

Didn’t know this, I kinda knew that

Every time you would get so mad

Using me was taking its toll

Couldn’t let me out your control


[Verse 2]

They tell you it gets better with time

Maybe that just isn’t real life

Things that I would tell to myself

Hoping I’d come out from this hell

Guess it’s time for living alone

Fingers crossed I’m good on my own

Single tear drop glitters in gold

Wondering what my future holds


[Chorus]

Didn’t know this, I didn’t know that

Why this love was so fucking bad

Crying in the bathroom alone

Praying that nobody was home

Didn’t know this, I kinda knew that

Every time you would get so mad

Using me was taking its toll

Couldn’t let me out your control


[Bridge]

Is it okay that I miss you?

On my mind but I still hate you

Hold you tight just one more time

Before I say my final goodbye


[Chorus]

Didn’t know this, I didn’t know that

Why this love was so fucking bad

Crying in the bathroom alone

Praying that nobody was home

Didn’t know this, I kinda knew that

Every time you would get so mad

Using me was taking its toll

Couldn’t let me out your control

Didn’t know this, I didn’t know that

Why this love was so fucking bad

Crying in the bathroom alone

Praying that nobody was home

Didn’t know this, I kinda knew that

Every time you would get so mad

Using me was taking its toll

Couldn’t let me out your control