[Intro]

I been away, I been crossed out our love, oh

Haven't touched the city since October, oh, oh

Everything feels distant and everyone's been colder

I don't think I can do this sober

Hey

[Verse 1]

I been trippin' off this ecstasy

I been thinkin' 'bout it, you should come get next to me

I been stackin' M's, I been thinkin' 'bout my legacy

If you fuckin' with me, shawty, know you reppin' me

And I need motivation for a better me

'Cause I still ride with switches, all this weaponry (Yeah, yeah)

'Cause I still black on niggas who gon' step to me (Oh, yeah, yeah)

I stand on business, on your business, bitch, you better be (Oh, yеah, yeah)

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, every timе, I choose her (Ah, ah)

I ain't trippin' over shit, I'm nothin' like these losers (Losers)

I was ridin', runnin' wild, a real active shooter

You know I'ma keep a pole, more tools than a mover

Big old Bentley, I swerve

We made it out the dark with broken hearts, so we purge

It's sad when niggas die, but that's what niggas deserve

My brother told me he don't need love, he need Percs

Swear he spot a opp, he slapped the car in reverse

[Chorus]

So much confusion, I get high, pray I never land

So much confusion, I feel I never understand

Them stone cold killers still'll give they heart and helpin' hand

It's Heaven and Hell, so where the fuck do we go?

He trappin' for his family, so he pushin' C-notes

They laugh because he ignorant, they ain't never teach bro

All he know is rob, so he ride and creep slow

He just tryna beat the odds, he pray to God and he hope

[Bridge]

I been away, I been crossed out our love, oh

That's how I been feelin' since October, oh, oh

Everything get distant and everyone get colder

I don't think I can do this sober

[Verse 2]

Probably trippin' off a Percocet

Had one earlier, took another, the first ain't workin' yet

Shawty say pray for him, he take it, he ain't work for that

Better pray for him, he take from me, wasn't worth, you're dead

I told Foo, she stay down, get them racks, fuck Birkin bags

I popped out on that, on that, popped out on my Ferdinand

And all the heaters come with switches, we'll burn his ass

And all these niggas disrespectful 'til they turned to ash

[Chorus]

So much confusion, I get high, pray I never land

So much confusion, I feel I never understand

Them stone cold killers still'll give they heart and helpin' hand

It's Heaven and Hell, so where the fuck do we go?

He trappin' for his family, so he pushin' C-notes

They laugh because he ignorant, they ain't never teach bro

All he know is rob, so he ride and creep slow

He just tryna beat the odds, he pray to God and he hope

So much confusion, I get high, pray I never land

So much confusion, I feel I never understand

Them stone cold killers still'll give they heart and helpin' hand

It's Heaven and Hell, so where the fuck do we go?

He trappin' for his family, so he pushin' C-notes

They laugh because he ignorant, they ain't never teach bro

All he know is rob, so he ride and creep slow

He just tryna beat the odds, he pray to God and he hope