Because I've been brainstormin

Just wait until the cash coming

Drive to LA with the Benz

Don't need to make amends

Dating tens

For the wrong reason

In the wrong season

Committing treason

To my heavenly host

Need him most

Lately I've been going off beaten trails beaten rails

Wishing I was more like Jackman but I need to be more like Calvin

Need to be more like Alvin

Need to be happier

When I need to be rappery

I need to be snappier

I need to be quicker

Can't be crappier

Man I need to be stellar

Real rap a truth teller

Not a lie seller

Not trying to win Stellers

Dang I don't mean to diss

Didn't mean that you miss

But I said you'll never be able to get this

High

I didn't say I could touch the sky

But I'm getting kind of close

It's funny who I miss most

It's the ones that I lost

Who didn't know the cost

Man I'm feeling lost

Please don't double-cross

Man I'm trying to be great

Y'all be late past the plate

Run in place

Run the rate

Working out before the date

Sometimes it doesn't work out

Gotta find another route

But some people running their mouth

Self-conscious people no doubt

Honestly trying to keep my worth above, like a dove

But sometimes I've been struggling

Honestly, It's puzzling

Cause network I've been doubling

But it's internally troubling

I'm tunneling inner thoughts

Will never know the inner cost

The vice and the strife for the other life

I'd be lost saying who's who

Or getting mad violent like do do

Who's you?

Who can you aim it at?

What really comes from that?

You getting mad

That's my bad

Feel like I'm the rapper version of Andrew Peterson

Bout to going off for the lord need no reason

Shouting he is worthy

But you still be live earthly

I know nobody's perfect

But at least you could try man