Dissociation

By Caitlin McKerrell

Released on October 18, 2019

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Verse:

It's like waking up with no idea who you are anymore

Breathing in the chemicals that dislocate all human force

And nobody will tell you how difficult you really are

And that's all you

Goddesses will tell you that there's something wrong with your brain

A sight of cold collisions saying you will never be the same

Dissociation of your thoughts and everyone will go away

But that's not real

(That's not real)

Trembling in fear for 14 years it's unbelievable

Yet nobody will let you now that your condition's critical

You feel like this most every day but people say it's breathable

But that's not true

(That's not true)

The pressures of these people make your mind feel like it's something else

Why you helping everybody, you don't understand yourself

I had no other way, I wanted them to stay

What do I do?

Chorus:

Am I alone?

(Am I alone)

And is this all home to me?

(Cos I feel alone)