Something Else - Intellectual

Sitting in my bedroom laying in the dark with the nightlight on

Sinking into my head, feeling so small, feeling so alone

I don't wanna bother anyone

I don't wanna burden them with all my thoughts

It's just not fair, I'm out of touch

My mindset's toxic

I'm losing my shit

Why do I always feel like

I'm lost in thought, taking shots at myself and every mistake

Close my eyes, wait for sunrise so I can start again

Maybe one day I'll change

Praying one day it will fade

I'm so sick of feeling this numb

Just want to feel something else

Standing at a party take another photo put my smile on

Everyone's around me why do I feel like I don't belong

All of these people could care less about me

Empty conversations sometimes I wish I had just stayed home