My tips is dirty blonde

Because that girl took a part of me

Fuck moving on, I'm moving down

I can hardly sleep

Nervous at night

My brain lost in the sea

Still cracking the surface

I don't wanna dive deep, uhh

But there's beauty in struggle

Yeah, it's trying from challenge

Be forever in bloom

'Cause you gloat with the mileage

And you gloat with the knowledge

17, but I am living as an oldhead

Fuck it, let's dive deep, uhh

The warm embrace I longed for

I found in the sun

Brighter things in my life

Brighter people and such

Fuck the peoplе who count out

Living doubts

Scared to show they face

So thеy hide behind their mouth

Used to live in credits

But lately, feel like the man

I don't gotta live in stories

Or pics on Instagram

Ain't no paywall short, 'cause

Portal guns, I take the stairs

Let's just move past these bitches

And I guess I'm already there

[Bridge]

Fuck fitting in

We stand out like a sore thumb

The likes of missing out

Was a middle of paystub

What I wanted my whole life

I had for my whole life

Needed perception and direction

I finally could see right

Validation is nothing

You got good friends all around

I am the only one

Who can help myself out