[Chorus]

I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be

I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me

I feel like I'm going insane, yeah

Going insane

[Verse 1]

I feel so soulless, hopeless, knowing nothing about the way you tore it apart

Can I go back to the start

Maybe most of my missions remained unfinished, but that's okay with me

Though lately I haven't had any words for nothing else but myself

Sick of living in this hell, can you tell

I don't wanna be around anyone right now

I'm suffering in silence, I'm covering my eyelids

I'm following misguidance, I'm trying to sufficе it

But I know this pain will go away, just give me another day to straight up my brain

I feel insanе and sick to my core that I'm not me anymore

What do I do coming forth

Been trying therapy, but all I see is them giving up on me

These songs are feeling like a diary

Please just let me dive into the thoughts I've been having as of recently

This unknown location, I have been here before

Can't seem to find a way out, I don't even know no more

[Chorus]

I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be

I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me

I feel like I'm going insane, yeah

Going insane

[Verse 2]

Let me try this again

Hi, I'm Cashlin

For the last four years I've felt like an outsider

My anxiety's taken over everything, even my relationship with her

Now this is a brand new start

To change whatever I need

To fix the tear inside my heart

I'm battling every demon

Cause I feel it's needed

Don't wanna waste my life just sitting

Moping, feeling broken, losing focus

Now I'm growing and I feel so alive

I survived the deprive of not having anyone in sight

I told you I've been somewhere and the truth is helling back

Been looking for some closure, it don't matter where I'm at

All I know is I am going to the stars

From these bars that I've been spitting since '23

I'm 15 now and it feels like a new reality

I'm proud of me, now all I see is myself in a new mentality

I cut off the so-called friends who had the audacity

To roast on my gallery, now it's a fallacy

[Chorus]

I've been somewhere that I'm not supposed to be

I don't even know what the hell is wrong with me

I feel like I'm going insane, yeah

Going insane