Released on November 8, 2019

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[Chorus]

Waking up and

Waking up and

Waking up and

With nothing in-between

Waking up and

Waking up and

Waking up and

With nothing in-between


[Verse 1]

The sun came up

And I felt nothing

I felt nothing

Then I stubbed my toe

But I felt nothing

I felt nothing

Then I crashed my car

But I felt nothing

I felt nothing

Then I lost my best friends

But I felt nothing

I felt nothing


[Chorus]

Waking up and

Waking up and

Waking up and

With nothing in-between

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, life's a dream


[Verse 2]

I might zone out on an aisle with a basket

Or when I'm out with the lads

It's mad it goes from terrific to tragic

Abra cadabra, magic

And suddenly everything's plastic

Taken from me by a mental bandit

A boxing match and I'm out on the mat

Sand it down 'til everything's flat

It's a cycle

And it comes in waves, it's tidal

And the verses I write'll help me put it into words

But it seems absurd

To step into church and find truth in a Bible

Don't wanna give it a title

I'm not ill, just dissociating

And I guess it could be worse than feeling nothing when I'm


[Chorus]

Waking up and

Waking up and

Waking up and

With nothing in-between

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, life's a dream

Waking up and

Waking up and

Waking up and

With nothing in-between

(Waking up and waking up and waking and waking up and

Waking up and waking up and waking up and waking up and waking)

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, Merry

Merry, life's a dream

(Merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry, merry)