Released on December 21, 2018

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[verse 1]

Where's everyone off to?

The summers not over you

Is it cause of me again?

Is that why all my friends are leaving?

Say goodbye

Cause see you later is a lie

You gotta leave its time

Can i drop you off, is that fine

Don't leave

I still can't be me

Right now i'm nothing

But you treat me like something


[hook]

Where did I go wrong?

Why was I not enough?

Will I ever feel love?

Remember me when you're...


[verse 2]

Ella saved me from myself

I was all alone no one else

She told me I deserve the world

And I still don't believe it

Thank you and i'm sorry that i always disappoint

You're my best friend and I love you like a boy

Moving out in August scared of being unemployed

All these empty see you soon's filling up the void

Tell me something that I don't know

Hoping I can tell you all the things I can't show

I'ma be chasing dreams

But no ones gonna be proud of me for it

Life's so unfair now all my friends won't be around

Can we kick it fore I leave town?

If you're down, I'm down, I'm down

I'm not gonna go to school next year

And i got all this fear

Mama and Papa think that I'm a screw up

See me a fuck up and don't see I grew up

My nights end the same way I don't like

And people keep telling me what's right

Like, isn't this shit that's not gonna shine

When will you start thinking about you're life

We had bruises and bloody noses

Dirty finger nails held our roses

Counting flower pedals to see who loved us

Cause nobody does


[verse 3]

Who are you to tell me what I mean

Who are you to tell me how to dream

Fuck these brown eyes and the shit they've seen

If my life was a movie then let's set the scene

14 I tried to take my life

But now i',m putting suicide to the side

17 it was do or die I said, fuck that man I'm too alive

Now I'm 18 gonna go and chase music

Everybody screaming at me don't, don't do it

Feeling hella paranoid driving to the sunset

Whip around to channel orange like I ain't lost yet

Scared of living on my own

Never had a sense of home

Feelings always come and go

So I never really know

Hope my mama still loves me

Cause night after, night after, night, I

Look in the mirror like, what have you done

Scared of disappointing people I love

My dreamers ready though, we gonna run

I spent a year thinking that I was done

Then Jeffrey showed me who the fuck I was

Hope I can be the one everyone loves

I'm trynna be a better friend

Man I hope I see mine again

Middle fingers for a fuck boy who ain't never gave a fuck

(Fuck 'em)

I ain't never need them give 'em hell

No I never wish them well

Save your 2 cents for the wishing well

Don't hit with I miss you's on my goddamn cell

Leave in the summer Ill be there when it thunder

I wonder If i'll ever be back


[bridge]

I wonder if i'll ever be back now

Where's everyone off to?

The summers not over you

Is it cause of me again?

Is that why all my friends


[hook]

Where did I go wrong?

(Get up, summer's over)

Why was I not enough?

(Get up, thunderboy)

Will I ever feel love?

(Get up, and be something)

Remember me when you're gone

(Get up, because all your friends are coming)


[outro]

Get up, don't leave

Get up, keep me

Get up, and don't forget me

Get up, when you're gone

When you're gone