No one remembered my birthday

Woke up too early this morning

Not even to a text or a hi

From all the rest Of my friends

It's kinda sad, these days keeps getting bad

But I'm not mad

March 21st hasn't been cool

Ever Since I graduated high school

I'm ashamed of who I am and I hate who I was

Maybe I can change cause

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though

I might scream

I hate it when I'm sober

Cause I need

Everyone here around me

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though

I might scream

I hate it when I'm sober

Cause I need

Everyone here around me

You held me while cried for the first time in a long time

And Sometimes I still miss the backseat of your car

Didn't wanna move on and I'm still a little hurt

Not because you're gone but you treated me like dirt

So

I got some people that I like to miss

And I'll keep it that way cause they don't deserve this

And I don't give fuck there is nothing to fix

I don't have any friends so I just reminisce

On my good days and my bad days

I'm not smart I don't show my age

How many more birthdays do I have anyway?

Hopefully one more Happy birthday to me

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though

I might scream

I hate it when I'm sober

Cause I need

Everyone here around me

I'm Nineteen If i get any older though

I might scream

I hate it when I'm sober

Cause I need

Everyone here around me

Last night I called your phone

I just felt way too alone and I said hello

It's me, are you there for me?

Are you there for me? Hello

Last night I was lost at home

Wish I had you all night long

So baby hello It's me

Are you there for me?

Are you there for me? Hello