[Verse]

I'm looking at a version of myself, he's old and dishevelled

The thoughts of regret throughout all these years

I'm looking at a version of my selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish self

What a fuckin' bastard

Oh, what a selfish bastard

Mm, is this hell or am I past it?

I don't ever pass it

What a hella selfish bastard

These thoughts, they come invited

I don't even wanna hide it

My reflection always got a smirk on

One more hit, I'ma get the work done

Want me a plaque, but I don't deserve one

Help, I'ma just sit in the dark

Wait for a heartbeat, pains in my arm

Left with my secrets, I will not tell

Recite them, silent while I'm lookin' a version of myself

[Outro]

Oh, I'm lookin' at a selfish person

Lookin' at a selfish person

No, n-n-no, n-n-no

Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, no

What a selfish bastard