[Intro]

Huh, I just wanna find myself

I wanna be in good health, huh

I don't wanna be another deal, huh

I just wanna find myself, yeah

I just wanna find, yeah

I just wanna

Find

[Verse]

No matter what I say, yeah!

They gonna wanna hate, and?

They're not what I wanna be

Yeah, they're gon' smile up at me

Do you know what I did here?

No, you don't wanna feel, yeah

Beefing with the brain

Messing with my mind

Fucking up my frame

I've been outside out here

Y'know what I find out here?

Visions of her and myself

You know I can't really tell

Am I still on her? I say

"Damn, I miss her more everyday"

I'm gonna catch a wave

I'm gonna seize the day

One of these days

One of these days imma find what I need

No matter what it's, but no women nor weed

You know it, you just can't catch up with me

I'm too fast for you

I'm too new for you

Yes, I'm lost but when I need help

I just go out to the trees, hell

Sitting down with nature

Pen and paper in my hands, writing my future down

Oh, shit, this the future now

Presented to you by the future now

I don't wanna go, and I don't wanna stay, and I don't wanna fight

I'm not a fighter, you're just a liar

Whatever happened to Aristotle?

Whatever happened to Yves?

Why would you yell at me?

Tell me you love me, then die

Tell me you'll stay with me, lies

Drown in the wave

But the wave saves me some days

The wave done cost me some days

The wave is my mind now

Specifically

When I don't know what to find now

Specifically

When I miss you most

Still remember kissing you, woah

Still remember when you told, me

That you loved me when I told, you

That I really loved you, too

Together

Together, forever

In my mind, you'll still be a feather

Swan

Tucked it, shelf it

Like a book with no ending, man

Genuinely can't see anymore

I just can't take this anymore

But I gotta for my sisters and more

Still for her

Yeah, I'm still gonna wait for her

Whether it's 10 or 20 years, we'll see

Shit, what's wrong with me?

I did it to myself

Due to my head in the wrong space

Man, a rock and a hard place

Still go back, every day

Still run back, any day

I'd still go back, any day

I'd kill for that

Maybe I'm pretending

Maybe I'm just livin'

But the waves are strong

And they come back for more

Everyday

Gotta make sure that she leaves and arrives okay

Okay, okay

[Outro]

Any day, yeah

Swan

Waves

Waved today

Seen her today

I don't wanna wait

But ain't another way

Wait

Wait

Don't leave me now