Depression haunting me

I can't break free

I can't be me

I don't know what to do because there is no escape

From your grasp and you'll squeeze me until I ooze

From the cracks, but I come back for more

Some strange magnetism drawing me to your core

I'm not capable of hate so it seems, but I'm getting closer

Close enough to realize the pain caused

It seems to me that I'm not to blame though my tears

Fall like rain

I'm drowning in a sea of emotions

I'm trapped by my actions

I'm falling prey to my emotions

What builds my feeling are the stones from which you build

A barrier between me and you

Un-needed and not wanted. A mental wall banishing

Me from you

I must destroy this wall allowing us to see each

Other for what we could be or could have been as a unit