[Intro]

(Bastard)

[Pre-Chorus]

I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls

I hate myself, I'm fucking appalled

No hesitation if it goes wrong (Bah)

They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone

[Chorus]

17 xans for my birthday

I swear I'm going out in the worst way

I'm crying like a child, it's a sure thing

The candles won't go out, they're still burning

I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard (Bastard)

Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words

Somethings always brewing, no matter what, it hurts

Everything I'm doing is fucking wrong, it never works

[Bridge]

You were my ecstasy, it ruined my plans

I'm fucking up everything, there's blood on my hands

I knew what you meant to me and still couldn't help mysеlf

With the cards I'm dealt so—

(Bastard)

[Pre-Chorus]

I'll blow my brains out, I'll paint the walls

I hatе myself, I'm fucking appalled

No hesitation if it goes wrong (Bah)

They'll finally love me when I'm dead and gone

[Chorus]

17 xans for my birthday

I swear I'm going out in the worst way

I'm crying like a child, it's a sure thing

The candles won't go out, they're still burning

I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard

Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words

I'm such a fucking loser, baby I'm a bastard

Couped up on my computers, mic'd up screaming bad words