Body Back - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

My body knew something I didn't

Okay, I knew, but I wouldn't admit it

You once told me while watchin' our show

You know that it's over as soon as the sex goes

You'd call it a dry spell when I wasn't into it

You wallowed and whined when I wouldn't do it

All of my instincts you somehow dulled

You made it so inconvenient to say no

I'm gettin' back in my body and gettin' my body back

You say that it didn't happen

The way I remember, the way that it happened

Then you walk it back and say, "It wasn't on purpose"

A misunderstanding, a one-off occurence

You think you're infallible, you think you'rе a good guy

And that's part of the problem, revеrse, attack, deny

You were supposed to keep my body the safest

Now you're another man who's betrayed it

I'm gettin' back in my body and gettin' my body back

I'm scared that next time I have sex that I'll end up crying

I'm scared that every man is secretly evil or lying

I fight with you in my head, in the shower, while I'm driving

I hate that I'm cleaning your mess while you pretend you're thriving

When I told Ella what happened, she started crying for me

All I could think of was all the holes you'd poke in my story

I don't know why I care what you think or if you believe me

I just wish you were sorry, I just want back my body

I'm gettin' back in my body and gettin' my body back

You'll never see this from my side, you'll never admit your wrongs

You'll hate my guts so much when you finally hear this song

But I'm done makin' excuses, I'm done cutting you slack

I'm gettin' back in my body and gettin' my body back