[Verse 1]

Wanna find myself tonight, I'm losing time

Looking for my thoughts and 'bout how muddy was my mind

I keep on gettin' closer

But I been gettin' colder

Don't want you to see me cry, I can never trust

My tears are falling down my eyes, I've got you in disgust

I said you were my lover, but I can never trust her

Just want you to go (Don't you talk to me)

Just want you to know that you always meant a lot to me

I guess I couldn't show her

I wish I could've told her

And it's gettin' cold as snow

Puttin' her in a lock, thought that shit would change, yeah, yeah

I wish we never fucked 'cause there is no replacement, yeah

I thought we'd never stop 'cause we would always make it out

Turns out that's hard so we were doin' shit but fakin' love

[Chorus]

Now I get fucked up 'cause we were never what we should've been

Keep in touch, thinkin' 'bout the fact we could've been

Deep in love, my tears falling on my chin

Deeper cuts, ah, it hurts, but I still force again

Get fucked up 'cause we were never what we should've been

Keep in touch, thinkin' 'bout the fact we could've been

Deep in love, my tears falling on my chin

Deeper cuts, ah, it hurts, but I still force again

[Verse 2]

Baby, I've witnessed things in my mind that engraved

Like which side will you take?

Is it me or this face? (Yeah)

She thinks I'm insane

Baby, I can't lose you anymore

I wanna go back to the way we were before (I don't wanna wait, I don't wanna wait)

Girl, it's been so long, how you been? I just wanna see

How much you really changed, look at me and the memory

Let's all apologize for the fuckers, tough love

You and I be runnin' for a love song, the lost cause

[?], like did I really let you get to me?

It was all lust, so lucky I was ever to be free

Like oh, hell no

[Chorus]

Now I get fucked up 'cause we were never what we should've been

Keep in touch, thinkin' 'bout the fact we could've been

Deep in love, my tears falling on my chin

Deeper cuts, ah, it hurts, but I still force again

Get fucked up 'cause we were never what we should've been

Keep in touch, thinkin' 'bout the fact we could've been

Deep in love, my tears falling on my chin

Deeper cuts, ah, it hurts, but I still force again