(Intro)

Yeah, uh

(Verse 1)

Last night I spent 4 hours just reminicing

Remembering the few people that ever had me listen

We all know that we have talents that we have been given

But not everybody uses them and that's the difference

If I could turn time back, would I still do the same shit?

A hundred percent, otherwise there's too much changing

Everytime I drink - my mind starts racing

Lately I don't even know where my fuckin' place is

Don't know the guy in the mirror, who fuckin' is that?

I'm tryin' to see myself, but it's a mismatch

I'm tryin' to know myself, so I'm tryin' to run it back

Back to the days when I was everybody's punching bag

I sit in my room, spend hours getting this on paper

Thinkin' 'bout what she said and if I really hate her

But I've been keeping distance although she's on my radar

And even though I don't want to I'm sure I'll see her later

(Hook)

And the clock is ticking, we all escape to fiction

Letting other people - take all the time we're given

Not even making millions - just tryna make a living

Have you ever even had - your own opinion?

And the clock is ticking, we all escape to fiction

Maybe time heals everything - but it's not forgiven

We've been blaming others - 'cause we don't have a vision

But I don't even care, I'm tryin' to break the ceilin'

(Verse 2)

Have barely touched my phone in the past two weeks

Been listening to music, 2 songs running on repeat

Buyin' some wodka again - tryin' to drown my feels

But then I think of momma - and it hurts too deep

And I know that she's thinking that I'm an alcoholic

But the point of drinking is to leave my demons demolished

Running against time to escape the system that we live in

But whatever I do, life seems to be unforgiving

Fuck it - not blaming others for the mess I made

As I said before there's always time to celebrate

And to the people pointing fingers saying that's a fake

Stop putting pressure on me - let me explain

See, the last years - have been rough for me

I may ask you kindly to stop touching me

Let me fucking be, fuck you why can't you see

Don't put the blame on me - don't mess with me

(Hook)

And the clock is ticking, we all escape to fiction

Letting other people - take all the time we're given

Not even making millions - just tryna make a living

Have you ever even had - your own opinion?

And the clock is ticking, we all escape to fiction

Maybe time heals everything - but it's not forgiven

We've been blaming others - 'cause we don't have a vision

But I don't even care, I'm tryin' to break the ceilin'

(Outro)

Yeah... feels like I'm running out of time...