(Producer-tag)

Pendo, Pendo, Pendo

(Verse 1)

Sometimes I feel like everything I do is worthless

A lack of purpose, thinking I must be perfect

A little nervous but learnin' to never turn back

Cut all the crap I know I've gone the furthest

That I've ever been, but I still know that I'm adequate

Tentative with people around me that don't know half of it

Mastering anything that I do but then I'm panicking

My life's a plane instead of landing it I'm crashing it

But I'm not having it, demons tell me I'm bad at it

Back in my element, taking back things I never meant

You wonder what I'm doing 'cause I haven't said a thing

But now I'm back it's time for me to cut the sedatives

You all can't fathem it, plan it but never brag with it

I know what I'm doing better take a step back and then

Watch me flip it, bend it I know that you can't handle it

When you see me upload a track - you start panicking

To show everyone I'm something that I've never been

You doubted me but now you see everything happening

It falls into place and you see me up top balancing

Going every way you want might be challenging

So I'm gonna take everything in my mind and put all that shit right on a beat now

You thought I was gone and would never come back but I'm telling you I am in beast mode

Time for me to put some work in cause newschool hip hop has turned into a freak show

I don't even know where the fuck I'm going but this? Please no...

(Verse 2)

Yeah, your life has been miserable, we all know that

But you never had the balls to spit all those facts

Remember all those times when your mind's gone black

Your past is part of you no matter how tight you rapped

Think back to the time - where you would cut yourself

And to the bad decisions, where you just fucked yourself

You can blame it on me - that's when I was yourself

But no whining will help - you can't man up yourself

I've been in charge of you - for the past 3 years

You got a beautiful mind, I kinda like it here

You say you're scared of nothing, we all know that's not true

So just tell me, why is there no mirror in your room?

Jump off a bridge, maybe just hang yourself

Or drink too much of that liquor that's sittin on your shelf

We know you tried it once, might as well try it twice

Or are you scared somebody else might have to pay the price?