[Verse 1]

I close my eyes, I wonder if I'll wake up

And I'm alright unless you count the times

I've tried to end my life

But those are words that a man's supposed to hide

And I'm getting pretty tired of just pretending

Like I'm okay and at the end ain't me

What am I still doing here?

[Chorus]

When I'm awake, my brain, it breaks

Pray the Xanax will chase all my demons away

But when I'm asleep, anxiety breeds

Take another pull of that rye whiskey

Rinse, repeat

[Verse 2]

Well I've done things that I'm not proud of

But I don't think that I deserve to feel

The way I'm feeling now

It's like I'm drowning and I can't get out

[Chorus]

When I'm awake, my brain, it breaks

Pray the Xanax will chase all my demons away

But when I'm asleep, anxiety breeds

Take another pull of that rye whiskey

Rinse, repeat

When I'm awake, my brain, it breaks

Pray the Xanax will chase all my demons away

But when I'm asleep, anxiety breeds

Take another pull of that rye whiskey

Rinse, repeat

I'll rinse and repeat

Rinse, repeat