The only thing I see when I close my eyes

Is you getting fucked by another guy

Yeah just put the metal to my head

Cuz I just wanna die

I got no purpose in this world time to say goodbye

They all say it’s gonna get better but I know that’s a lie

It’s getting harder every fucking time a day passes by

I really see no reason for me to stay alive

I’m getting swallowed by the darkness that I got deep inside

The only thing I see when I close my eyes

Is you getting fucked by another guy

Yeah just put the metal to my head

Cuz I just wanna die

I got no purpose in this world time to say goodbye

Please just end my misery