IMNOTMISSINGOUT. - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Grew up without confidence, validation my countenance

Couldn't find the courage in myself so I outsourced

A foreign drive in my domain

Not the typical status symbol, I wore it like it was

Fallacy a melody when peddling a character

Cease to exist

Post salvation, it persists

Dynamics from the past, in the midst

[Chorus]

I'm only here to tell it, man I'm not missing out

Till it dawned on me like a sunrise

There's a reason, this is where the Son rose

From neglect to invest

Recеive His Love for myself

Thеn extend to someone else

This my story, so I tell

By His grace, nothing else

[Verse 2]

Discipline and routine, my confidence in what I do

Self righteous like this righteousness ain't come from Him

Step in faith, I step in works

Religion on my mission, heart was missing what it's worth

Can I say I love my neighbour, like I really love myself?

Footing in the external, I don't wanna look to myself

That's pain, that's weak

That's transparency, You already see through me

Know my heart, more than me

It's deceitful, now I see

Weren't convinced some time ago

Good yute, good yute ringing in my brain

My wife a blessing, God using her as a reflection

The mirror to the deception of who I thought I was

Lay it down, lay it bare

Be a man, stand on your square

In my weakness, Grace sufficient

That's communion, lay it bare

Make me Gospel centric hearted

Co-heir, our Spirit kindred

Intimidation, call it quits

Timidity purging faith

Parallel to paralyse

Parabolic evaluation

Foundation feeble, why I suffered from the feet

Made of clay, fragile footing, as I tried to make to step

It's either sand or the Rock, no in between

Thought approval

Would make me who I'm supposed, ain't that a trip

Around the way, up and down

Who knew I could find myself in You?

Fallen sight, veiled the view

What a travel, not out of bounds

Heaven bound, I look to You