[Verse 1]

Last nights mascara’s

In the bathroom sink

Lost my mind ‘cause I got too high again

Won’t reach out first

‘Cause I don’t know what you think

Got a hit of the doctors medicine

[Pre-Chorus]

Yeah, I’m a real cold case

Sad guys think I’m hot

If I come off pretty nice

I promise I’m not

Scare them away

They think they got close

Forgot what I was running from

[Chorus]

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don’t think I’ll calm down

I’ve finally had enough

It’s my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I’m the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I’ll need you if you decide that you need me

[Verse 2]

My magnum opus

But it’s not about me

Guess it’s barely a contest at all

All my best pursuits

Were always because of you

Held me so I could survive the fall

[Pre-Chorus]

I don’t like not

Knowing what comes next

I gave them my best

And they gave me nothing

I don’t think I’m God

It’s just a complex

For you, I’d confess it all

[Chorus]

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don’t think I’ll calm down

Now, I’ve finally had enough

It’s my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I’m the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I’ll need you if you decide that you need me, too

[Bridge]

I’ve been overmedicated

Lost the will to fall with grace

I think I’ve saved enough face

For a lifetime

But it’s not mine

[Chorus]

I pulled The Devil from the card deck

Fuck my luck

I don’t think I’ll calm down

Now, I’ve finally had enough

It’s my legacy, baby

I thought someone would have stuck by now

I turn it up louder, I’m the life of the party

Letting go of wanting to be somebody

I’ll need you if you decide that you need me, too