Released on November 30, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I often feel older than a stone age boulder

The few that notice say that I should be bolder

Say to be warmer but act a bit colder

Arthritis killin' me, so there's no chill in me

Externally it's something you won't see

Wouldn't consider myself a genius

Some bitter and think my word's fiendish

Attack at any sign of being beamish

Even most adults always act childish

Behavior like cults of what is stylish

A lightning rod of negative energy

Burning sod like I'm your enemy

Maybe they've all been feeling jealousy

Cause whеther I speak locally or on Mars

I Musk ask, do I really need sixteen bars


[Chorus]

Unrеasonably hated

The reasons debated

A lifetime of stress

Under mental duress


[Verse 2]

Mentally older than a stone age boulder

Life goes on and it just gets colder

There's no truss and thus I start to fuss

Unsolved fatigue makin' me feel dumb

Never lie but they think I'm undinkum

Ignored to the point of feeling numb

In crowds not picked out unless I stick out

Need a change of pace no doubt; I shout

Bygone, but dream of being a paragon

But my feelings of compathy are just too strong

Though I'm not breaking law it's still a flaw

Crass but got slammed on a mass of brass

Thoughts fierce just to get my heart pierced

I impart this from my darkness, so mark this

Don't chase embrace or care in the first place

When you run the race slow pace to save face


[Chorus]

Unreasonably hated

The reasons debated

A lifetime of stress

Under mental duress


[Verse 3]

Physically older than a stone age boulder

Stay like clay to be shaped by the moulder

I stretch out my arms and always shake

But tip the vase of my place and I won't break

Like the vase I have empty space and intake

I wake from the ache at early daybreak

Dwelling in this world could make you stronger

But you won't know unless you hold on longer