Released on January 25, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Give me a break, I wanna feel alive

Took it up a notch to feel alright

Fading love, Fading nights

I've been through it all

Scared I won't be enough

What can I do to prove my love?

Show the world and risk it all

Learned to be the best

Learned to be on my own

Searched for a better quest

Earned a spot at home

I don't know if I should stay or not

Ooh

Questioning my every move

Don't know if I live up to your expectations

Of a protagonist in your life (I only hope)

Building up this self-confidence

God knows you'll appreciate it

Now I gotta know where to set the bar

Don't think it will get very far

No one has the right expectations for me

How can I live up to some of these deeds?


[Verse 2]

I wanna live up to everyone's standards

I know that's gonna be hard to fathom

I look around everyone has patterns

I don't want to study any longer

Finally got what I wanted

But it got loose

Now I gotta fight again

Fight again

Fight again

Don't look back it happened for a reason

Unexplainable expectations from the world

Seen it all with my own eyes

I don't understand why they feel to lie

Feel like I don't live up to your expectations

So I don't know what to do

What if I lose

And get stuck in the darkest spots again?


[Verse 3]

I wanna live up to what you want

Wanna show everyone who I am

It's been a while since I felt anything

Prayed to god with everything

Gotta make sacrifices

Tell the world I am ready

But is it true?