[Spoken Intro]

I have panic attacks almost every night, and I have no idea why

I don't even feel human, and I think I’m going to die young

And I'll be alone

I want nothing more than to see life in a positive way

But it all just feels so uncertain, and I've never been a strong or confident person

I try to make myself believe that I don’t care what other people think, but actually, I care too much, and that really gets in the way of a lot

I'm scared of everything, emotionally I feel like a kid, and I just want everyone to like me and be proud of me, but it feels wrong, it makes me feel like a narcissist

I don't know if I am one, I really don't want to be, but I'm just confused

I always put my own needs before anyone else's, I'm selfish

[Verse 1]

Everything feels wrong

I always find a way to let everyone down

[Spoken Outro]

I just hope no one mourns me when I'm gone

The least I can do is not matter to anyone

So I’ll just keep on keeping to myself