[Intro]
So tell me
Do you feel the same?
I know it's selfish but a part of me always wishes that it's true
That they'd have helped with what we'd mutually been through
But this isn't trauma
This is just me prolonging the search for what I want to be wrong
Building new memory from what's long ago, gone
[Verse 1]
I sang of thee in thy lust for what's
Dawned upon foregone
But I always dreaded what I knew, for
It's the other way Mahlon, but I
Can't put this on any longer
The show's over
Behind the drapes of my posture
I'll escape without a chase
Resent I'll no longer let foster
So wait
Are ya lost?
Or are ya finally in belief we're worth the cost, and
Move on to move back
[Verse 2]
'Gimmie the nth degree of fries with that
This disorder of the order
I'm an asshat, a
Product raised of an environment
I place, all the blame on myself
You know I see it in your face
This situation that don't satisfy the haze
Coincidentally
I never meant for this to mentally be a phase
Drawn to the dark
I'm not a star
Maybe I drew first but they dealt the cards
[Verse 3]
Fate's a bitch
Paint it and pitch it to the constellation of Taurus
And ask 'em
What came before us?
I itch for the answer but this
God of war knows I abhor lust, 'cause
I'm a fiend for the pain
A lame-o excuse
Sugar drug
Please tighten this noose, and
In my recluse
'Gimmie the lanacane candy
I know is rotting my brain
Where's my empathy?
[Bridge]
I know I have a
Problem
I see the world through a hazy filter
And everything's in
Slow-motion
A witch in search of a potion
Looking for something to cast a spell on thee
An escape from this mundane world
They wish to be whisked away to a place of make believe
But all they find is themselves
And the darkness they try to hide deep down inside, says
You can't do nothing 'bout it!
[Chorus]
The world is all too much
This ornate new soul was lost
Time leads you on
The lust for what's mortal
A nostalgia in the now
Well am I bluntly fearful?
Or afraid I'm not at all
When I'm with you
[Outro]
Oh, it's my rendezvous
It's my rendezvous