Released on December 2, 2022

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[Chorus]

I faked every moment

I thought I was so much better than that

I bet you don't think you would do me like that, uh

My brain decomposing

They're playin' a grown man, I'm closin' this app

Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh

Decayin' emotions

I'm jaded and no one's watchin' my back

Bitch, don't think you can do me like that, uh

So I'm takin' the potion

I'm breakin' the code with a chemical hack

I bet you don't think I could do it like that

I'm gone


[Refrain]

I've been lookin' in the past for the reason, the devil inside me

Vision go black, bloodlettin' in white heat

Ambition apply more pressure to my pеak

Decisions align, I'm ready to dive deep

If this is thе time, just cut out the IV

Takin' that blade, just do it, Nike

Find God's freebase, I'm hidin' my IP (You're crazy)

Motherfucker got a stash just to get on my level and compete

Clear out my cache and I'll do it in one sweep

Cashed the gash for a medal, I just weep

And burn me to ash for meddling, don't cheat

This is just fate, not bravery

I found out why suffering tastes so sweet

This shit ain't love


[Chorus]

I faked every moment

I thought I was so much better than that

I bet you don't think it would do me like that, uh

Decay and erosion

I'm jaded and no one's watchin' my back

Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh

I can't let it leave, I can't let it go

Can't heave myself off the pedestal

I know I needed to let you know

But I ain't never tried to speak with my chest before

But in episode two find a Liberty Cap

Go straight home make the bitter tea tap

Then God said, "Link make a suicide pact, uh"

Bitch, don't think you can do me like that, I'm gone


[Verse 1]

The fleece all on me as soon as the leaves fell

The road so bumpy, don't got a seatbelt

The coast so clear but I wouldn't seek help

You taught me some compassion while packin' a bowl

I was peekin' through the glass in the back of the show

You put me on track, I won't slack anymore

Now I'm movin' way past irrational

I said ain't it funny?

Got stung by a honeybee

It fell right in front of me

And if I knew well

Maybe I'll learn my lesson

Maybe I'll earn perspective

Maybe I'll take a second chance to slam the door to Hell


[Refrain]

So I, I, I've been lookin' in the past for the reason, the devil inside me

Vision go black, blood, lettin' in white heat

Ambition apply more pressure than my peak

Decisions align, I been ready to dive deep

If this is the time, just cut out the IV

Takin' that blade, just do it, Nike

Find God's freebase, I'm hidin' my IP

Motherfucker got a stash just to get on my level and compete

Clear all my cache, and I'll do it in one sweep, yeah

Fear my wrath, full metal, I'm OP

And burn me to ash for metal and don't cheat

This is just fate, not bravery

I found out why suffering tastes so sweet

This shit ain't love, don't pray for me


[Chorus]

I faked every moment, I thought I was so much better than that

I bet you don't think you would do me like that, uh

My brain decomposing

They're playin' a grown man, I'm closin' this app

Bitch, don't think you could do me like that, uh

Decay and erosion

I'm jaded and no one's watchin' my back

Pussy, don't think you can do me like that, uh

So I'm takin' the potion

I'm breakin' the code with this chemical hack

I bet you don't think I would do it like that

I'm gone (You have failed the mission)

(Go home and never come back)


[Verse 2]

She said, "Homie, get a grip", I said, "I'll sleep on it"

My preponent is a pad, get a peep of it

Each summer I get happy, 'cause I leave my home

I be runnin' from my past, it won't leave me 'lone

Sometimes I wanna get off of the seesaw

Sometimes I really wish I had amnesia

If you breathe love miss me with my weak lungs

If I want a honey, know I’m gonna be stung

At least once, so you know I gotta keep strung high

With a hunched back and a tough guy guise

I miss those days, I would touch their thigh

Sayin', "It's okay" to convince myself of it (Convince myself)

All I can do is put the pen to the pad

They stare at my pattern


[Outro]

The shadows are watching

Masters of the shadows

They're watching, they're following us

They're chasing us, can you see them?

Because you can't see it don't mean that it don't exist

Can you see the shadows? They're in the trees

You are now in a state of suspended animation

Magic, mm

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