I've been holding out on telling you about my doubts

I don't wanna be the one to ruin this experiment

I know you'll just freak out

But two steps into your bedroom

And I already wanna leave

I don't need another silly scheme

I need the end of this fucking lease

One, two, three, four

I just wanna disappear

Camouflage like your sheets

Pretend I'm not really here

Hide in plain sight so easily

Covered in green and brown

I slip away to the background

Where I know I won't be found

Spending another night

Too afraid to be impolite

Or sеt some fucking boundaries

God, I'm so sick of being nicе

I'm so sick of nice

(Why do)

Why do I linger in the hallway

Listening to you when I should sleep?

Guilty of leaning on your doorframe

Nodding and smiling through my teeth

Why do I linger in the hallway

Listening to you when I should sleep?

Guilty of leaning on your doorframe

Nodding and smiling through my teeth

I hope you know it's not you

No, it's me

I just wanna disappear

This time will be different

Why would I ever expect?

When I'm the only one who knows what goes on inside my head

And I can't see straight

Dreading all the time I'll waste

Before I finally fucking say

I just wanna disappear

(I just want, I just want to disappear)

Camouflage like your sheets

Pretend I'm not really here

Hide in plain sight so easily

I can be independent and slip away to the background