Oh hell , it’s coming back again

This is a torture I cannot explain

I’m tryin to control myself

But there’s no way to win

Against my obsession

My brain is trapped within

Should I go back or one step further

Should I wash my hands just 10 times harder

Should I look back or 10 yards further

Should I turn off, turn on the light

Till I go blind

This is the force of the obsession

Testing the limit of my frustration

I don’t know why I do this

No one can deal with my habits

No, it’s not a sickness

I just need to spit it out

Is my future gonna be better

One step, two steps

Walking back

Counting lines

Those are my tools

Symmetry, mess, craziness

Look ahead

Look behind

Light on, light off

Clean hands, obsession, dirty mind

This is the forcе of the obsession

Testing thе limit of my frustration

Do you see what’s putting my mind in pain

Would you please dissect some of my brain?

Confusion, obsession, compulsion

Feel myself

I can feel it comin