Trapped inside, I can't escape it

No more lies, I'll tell you everything

All the money in the world can't buy my freedom now

So brace yourself, this is my confession

Recorded words

Revealed a part of me

A piece of my sordid heart

But the truth is it was so much worse

If only the law could have heard my thoughts

I can't ever change these words

And I can't take away the hurt

And I can't live with what I've done

Or what I'd become, unforgivable

Don't look up to mе

I don't know how to end your suffering

Don't look up to me

I don't know how to еnd your suffering

I was blind and wouldn't see that

I could find a different better way out

So now I'll always live with all the remorse and shame

Seeing clearly now the vile person that I became

But I will never forget

How I became consumed with selfishness

And it should be clear for others to see

If you're looking for guidance, look beyond me

I would have done anything

To stop the pain of feeling

I'd lose everything I love

Depths I'd have gone, a sentence I still face

Don't look up to me

I don't know how to end your suffering

Don't look up to me

I don't know how to end your suffering

This is it, it's my confession

This is it, it's my confession now

I became what I hated

The quiet voice that seemed so small

Was watered just enough for it to grow

Until moment's passing desire

Found roots deep enough to catch on fire

And every dark corner of my mind

Found a "friend" to help it come alive

Now every hidden and shameful thing

Is brought to light for all to see