[Verse 1: Boondox]

Another thing for me to pray for another tragedy to face

Don't think that I could say more before another sin will take its place

I'm begging for a resolution and I'm suffocating endlessly

I look to heaven but it's never gonna sever, this depression so I'm living with the misery

My mind is clouded and there's a chance of rain

And my heart is poundin' and I can't ascertain

How to put the pieces back together

Just when I think it's getting better

It'll break and then I feel the same

Yeah I know the world ain't really on my shoulders

But heavy is the head that wears the crown

And I'm the king of self-destruction

And I believe in next to nothin' so

I'm never gonna put it down

[Hook: Jamie Madrox]

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

Substance abuse, that knows no remedy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

Substance abuse, that knows no remedy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

[Verse 2: Jamie Madrox]

Better live your life like there's nothing left

For you to live for pitfall

Get back up showing endurance

That you were built for so self destructive

The world corruptive like bad advice

Or you can be yourself

And be the subject of ridicule

That no one no one likes

Instead you wanna go out

And fill the void and any

Loose angle and just pack with pills

No one can tell you no

Or where you need to go

It's your night and you need to kill

Days of your time

When you're way outta line

People telling us you hating us

Only real thing over there keeping you alive

Homies keeping a blind eye, rehab tell me you tried

Seems all set it's mostly pathetic

But somebody over there's keeping you supplied

But it's not us no, somebody had to let it go

Rather not, stand by ya side

Like the ones you trust that watch you die slow

[Hook: Jamie Madrox]

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

Substance abuse, that knows no remedy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

Substance abuse, that knows no remedy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do

Self destructive, my own worst enemy

I won't waste no prayers on you

You go do what you always do