Psycho Symphony

By Boondox

On Abaddon

Released on May 13, 2014

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[Verse 1: Boondox]

Fall asleep and dreamin' red is all I see anymore

And no I do not fear the devil 'cause I've seen him before

My eyes are closed they're open wide, the scenery never change

Only the players in the game, but all the rest stay the same

Is this reality I'm livin' in or pinnace for pricing

I'm feelin' sorry for myself, please take out a violin

And play a symphony the soundtrack of a lunatic

I'm either illuminated or finally loosin' it

I walk a thin line between myself and somebody else

And I cannot decipher between I'm living in fuckin' hell

Or dying on earth, my whole world is a crying shame

Nothing's what it seems just like some shit out the crying game

I'm sick and afflicted and feeling somewhat vindictive

I'd put a bullet in my brain, but even that seems conflicted

Where would I end up or would it just start all over?

Give me the horns of Lucifer or the wings of Jehovah


[Chorus: Syn]

All this violence in your head seen

Flowing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

Sit in silence still your head screams

Playing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody


[Verse 2: Boondox]

Is my reality a figment of my imagination?

Everything that I see, somehow it's all my creation

Or am I just as disturbed as some fuckers locked in the padded cell?

Doped up on anti-psychotics, livin' in hell

Can't remember my birth, no recollection of death

And would it all go away? No longer taking a breath

And would it all go away? If I started blastin' at bastards

Startin' killing everybody, I'm a virus or cancer

Am I the reason for bleeding the reason families are grieving?

The reason for seasons like I'm the reason for heathens

Or am I just a human being who is only being human?

With more questions and answers like what the hell am I doing?

Why do I sit, I'm obsessed on this shit just fill me with Zolapine

Let me drool in the corner, just shoot me up full of dopamine

I just wanna drift away y'all call my dearly departed

But with my luck that's how this whole situation got started


[Chorus: Syn]

All this violence in your head seen

Flowing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

Sit in silence still your head screams

Playing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody


[Bridge: Syn]

This won't go away until your dying day

And you will suffer in your own way (Your own way)

And in the end there'll be hell to pay (Hell to pay)

At the gates they'd say "go away, go away, go away"


[Chorus: Syn]

All this violence in your head seen

Flowing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

Sit in silence still your head screams

Playing through your veins like a symphony

And it's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody

It's a psychopathic melody