[Verse 1]

No it never meant a damn thang, yo trust invisible

Like trips on an airplane, I'm nervous and miserable

Try to focus on the good times, now all of those seem far behind

All the misunderstood signs, turn it back and press rewind

And I don't wanna think about it, it's when the darkness closes in

I really can live without it, misery opposed to sin

Probably in a bad place, yeah but I've been there before

You caught me on a bad day and I don't wanna think no more

[Hook]

I been living through the pain, swimming through the rain

Wishing for better days any minute I could break

Visions of the day, that all of it fades away

Does he listen when I pray, forgiven for all my ways

This sickness inside my veins, all the money women and fame

I'd give it all away to witness a better day

[Verse 2]

I'm the offspring of liquor and lies

Take away the sunlight the quicker it dies

Born into the dark just another mistake

Nature vs nurture that's another debate

I been broken but I try to do right

But still illuminated by another blue light

So hard to love cause it burn so deep

Another goodbye repeat no sleep

How do souls grow colder

Blood turn to ice when the body grow older

Head down on my shoulder

A few years later suitcase shows over

And I feel like a sucka

One more failed try and one more fuck her

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

I'm a tell the truth forever is a lie

[Hook]

I been living through the pain, swimming through the rain

Wishing for better days any minute I could break

Visions of the day, that all of it fades away

Does he listen when I pray, forgiven for all my ways

This sickness inside my veins, all the money women and fame

I'd give it all away to witness a better day

[Verse 3]

I don't even notice anymore, I'm lying to myself again

If I would've known this is a war, I probably wouldn't let you win

I try to get over, lookin' at time go slower

Crimson and clover, all this time and I didn't even know her

[Hook]

I been living through the pain, swimming through the rain

Wishing for better days any minute I could break

Visions of the day, that all of it fades away

Does he listen when I pray, forgiven for all my ways

This sickness inside my veins, all the money women and fame

I'd give it all away to witness a better day