[Chorus: Meg Frampton]
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
[Verse 1: Boondox]
I'm not afraid of the dark, but I'm afraid of my heart
And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
Always afraid that things will never get better
I went from writing down rhymes to typing suicide letters
Diagnosed with paranoia, you can check my prescription
I'm a manic depressive, one of my many conditions
I'm not a prophet or a sayer, but I'm seeing a vision
My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision
If ignorance is bliss, then I'm devoid of any sorrows
'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome of today or tomorrow
I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell
How can I ever get to Heaven, when so many angels fell
I'm just a human being, I'm just only being human
With eternity and judgement from another always looming
It's a wonder that I made it with these voices in my head
With all these monsters at my window, staring at me in my bed
[Chorus: Meg Frampton]
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
[Verse 2: Boondox]
If you're a friend to me or kin to me, an enemy or into me
I'm begging on a bended knee, come and put an end to me
Put me out my misery, permanently no injury
I'm tired of fighting entities, I'm running out of energy
Feel like a lost boy, searching for the answers
Just waitin' on tragedy, a heart attack or even cancer
So many monsters hiding, waiting round the corner for us
If life is like a song, I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus
Maybe I should stop and take a moment, put it in perspective
Maybe I should take a knife and take a life and get injected
I just wanna go out on my own fucking terms
Knowing it was me that put me in the dirt and with the worms
I think I'll pop another pill, try to heal the ill
Wash it down with gasoline, light a match and that's for real
But I'll just probably go to sleep and try to clear my head
Hiding from these monsters at my window, underneath my bed
[Chorus: Meg Frampton]
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows
Monster, how should I feel?
Creatures lie here, looking through the windows