Monster

By Boondox

On Abaddon

Released on May 13, 2014

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[Chorus: Meg Frampton]

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows


[Verse 1: Boondox]

I'm not afraid of the dark, but I'm afraid of my heart

And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart

Always afraid that things will never get better

I went from writing down rhymes to typing suicide letters

Diagnosed with paranoia, you can check my prescription

I'm a manic depressive, one of my many conditions

I'm not a prophet or a sayer, but I'm seeing a vision

My life, it was beyond it on a one-way collision

If ignorance is bliss, then I'm devoid of any sorrows

'Cause I don't wanna know the outcome of today or tomorrow

I just wanna hide inside my own private Hell

How can I ever get to Heaven, when so many angels fell

I'm just a human being, I'm just only being human

With eternity and judgement from another always looming

It's a wonder that I made it with these voices in my head

With all these monsters at my window, staring at me in my bed


[Chorus: Meg Frampton]

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows


[Verse 2: Boondox]

If you're a friend to me or kin to me, an enemy or into me

I'm begging on a bended knee, come and put an end to me

Put me out my misery, permanently no injury

I'm tired of fighting entities, I'm running out of energy

Feel like a lost boy, searching for the answers

Just waitin' on tragedy, a heart attack or even cancer

So many monsters hiding, waiting round the corner for us

If life is like a song, I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus

Maybe I should stop and take a moment, put it in perspective

Maybe I should take a knife and take a life and get injected

I just wanna go out on my own fucking terms

Knowing it was me that put me in the dirt and with the worms

I think I'll pop another pill, try to heal the ill

Wash it down with gasoline, light a match and that's for real

But I'll just probably go to sleep and try to clear my head

Hiding from these monsters at my window, underneath my bed


[Chorus: Meg Frampton]

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows

Monster, how should I feel?

Creatures lie here, looking through the windows