[Intro: Boondox]

When I was young I was put down and beat up

It's the kind of memories that leave you holy and never weed up again

In the future

I'll probably shoot ya

And I hate it

It won't be my fault

It'll be what you created

[Verse: Boondox]

But now I'm a monster, I've been a monster

I've been in denial, the only thing keeping me centered

The only thing giving peace was your smile

Was it all worth my while?

The road that I took

Every step in front of me beneath my foot

Man I've been walking and taking it slow

Why sometimes life gotta be a hoe?

Grab you by your neck and it won't let go

Can't breathe, can't feel, can't live, can't grow

I said I can't breathe, I can't feel, I can't live and I can't grow

You say it, "Oh no"

Now I'm a mess and I'm trying to make it up

(Now I'm a mess and I'm trying to make it up)

Gave you my very best, what the fuck

(Gave you my very best, what the fuck)

You tested my patience, even pressed your luck

(You tested my patience, even pressed your luck)

Built me up, dragged me down, used me up

(Built me up, dragged me down, used me up)

Because of you I now find it hard to believe in anything

Because of you I now understand you are the enemy

Because of you I'm now broken and mourning too

I find it hard to keep a piece of myself, so many pieces still belong to you

I tried giving it up, there was nothing that I haven't tried to do

Except believing in myself and still growing in spite of you

You can't stop me, you never could

I only let you feel like you in control 'cause I knew it made you feel good

But them times are over and them days are gone

You could reminisce or remember what you had every time you hearing this song

Them days are over and them times are gone

Go reminisce or remember what you had every time you hearing this song

[Chorus: Boondox]

I used to feel everything

And you were something not the same to me

How come it had to end this way?

There's no more love, it's only enemies

And you will never have me back

You will never have me back

You will never have me back

You will never have me back

[Bridge: Boondox]

These tears never tell no lies

These fears never tell no lies

You'll see when the sun don't rise

You and me were the done wrong guys

These tears never tell no lies

These fears never tell no lies

You'll see when the sun don't rise

You and me were the done wrong guys

[Chorus: Boondox]

I used to feel everything

And you were something not the same to me

How come it had to end this way?

There's no more love, it's only enemies

And you will never have me back

And you will never have me back

You will never have me back

You will never have me back