Fear Factor

By Bonkaz

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[Rae: Verse 1:]

I'm scared I'm not who your prepared to wait for

But if I turn my back on my fears to help you face yours

Will you return the favour?

The time is off, but if its worth the wait

I'll write down every single thing we're frightened of the burn the paper

Then scatter the ashes in this verse, hope they don't blow back in my face and blind me

Sleep don't come easy when you can't find a dream

Your mine to keep, but that might lead to my defeat

You'll either help me lose my mind or find my feet

I think I need a time out just to plot, scheme and prepare for this

Cos when your mind doubts, what your heart dreams it's some scary shit

I'm well aware that this might be the only thing I got to set me free

So ima need all of these fears to let me be, and let me live and let me grow

If your with me then let me know

If there's anything that might wrong don't hold on just let it go

I'm frightened you might end up just another girl with a heart I set alight

But every days another chance to get it right

But still I heard that girls hate when niggas go missing

And I tend to disappear, lend your ear let me tell you my biggest fear

Well if never spread my wings and my story ends exactly where it started

I fear that more than I fear a casket

Girls hate when niggas go missing, and I'm gone so listen up

I promise that hate won't kill you let it go just live and love

I hate to leave it late and leave my dreams in disarray

So either way I'm gone and even if I stay

You'll probably never know me like I know you

No matter what we go through

You probably think I'm cold cos I don't cry when I'm supposed to

You probably hate cos I won't hold you when its expected of me

I'm scared that will lead you to think lesser of me

But I'm still at war with myself and still unsure of myself

Somehow I'm still going still in awe of myself

I gotta go, and all I need you to know is that if you ever find something to live for you're not alone, I'm with you

[Jaylin: Hook:](x2)

No one cares

We all got fears

Keep it to ourselves

We don't tell nobody else

If you tell me yours

I'll tell you mine

You tell me yours

I'll tell you mine


[Bonkaz: Verse 2:]

I'm scared of women who think they need me, before they get to know me

The amount of times they text and phone me man I guess its phony

They never ask about my intrests or my poems

They always asking where I think this shit is going

And all I know is that our differences are showing, man I wish that it was different but this shit just isnt flowing

Tell me that Im scared of commitment

I deny it, but its there written in my face for everyone to see

I've probably got feelings for everyone I leave

And I'm sure theres a reason for every time I do

Been here before, but for me this shit is still kinda new

So my lies are true, make a decision for me

Cos while I'm mourning in the morning

You'll be calling tryna talk is kind of different for me

It's kinda sticky for me

It's like a auction in the autumn cos I'm falling while they all just started bidding on me

You know a nigga got em star struck

Play fight, you know a niggas got his guard up

Staring in a broken mirror thats just hard luck

And all I see is my reflection

It's all as deep as my intentions

And after a month I'll probably text you saying that I'm happy that I met you

But to me that's just redemption

And you're a pretty little flower

But I'm a busy little bee

You wish that I could give you hours

But that shit is just for me

Now you're calling me a coward

That's cos it isn't gonna be

You say I make you mad

And you really hate the fact that I don't tell you

But I'll spit it on the beat

That's me

[Jaylin: Hook:](x2)

No one cares

We all got fears

Keep it to ourselves

We don't tell nobody else

If you tell me yours

I'll tell you mine

You tell me yours

I'll tell you mine