(Verse 1)

As a child I remember when the days were bright

Run around in the park there was no fear of a fight

The only fight we ever had was an imagination

Going home to eat tenders watching all claymations

The boogeyman under our beds or in our closets

The main thing that kept us up the innocent mindset

Of children in my neighborhood everything was good

Never thought about violence as an infant should

On the day of my birth the lightning struck as I slept

And according to my mom I hardly еver wept

Until the day my fathеr left and was bugging my mom

Age 3 was the time my life went three times dark

At least for me it was dark for others it was light

Already running out the house at toddler height

Would you ever leave the doors unlocked I wouldn't dare

But I knew kids whose parents wouldn't really ever care

(Chorus)

I don't really have a plan I just know I'm a man

Sit here writing all these lyrics do the best that I can

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you

They said get your degree then you will be free

We believe your music shit will get you shopping sprees

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you

(Verse 2)

Building brick walls I'm defending mental fortitude

Me not talking bout myself was me not being rude

Positioned like LeBron never thought to complain

But when I tell em how it is people put me to shame

In therapy I told therapist people need this more than me

Even after abuse I'm bumping dosing reality

You're using your issues seeking attention like a trend

Yea a bitch told me that before she wanted a girlfriend

I'm Bender in Godfellas when looking at the ceiling

Eyes have dried up many years ago I've given up on feeling

Unless I'm tryna write it down for a song like this

I only get up from my bed to go and eat then piss

Keep an eye out like eagles and soon enough you'll see

The reason why you should've stuck round like how crows stalk me

If you were mad at me before prepare for salt times three

I'll be the first to tell you fuckers that it ain't that deep

(Chorus)

I don't really have a plan I just know I'm a man

Sit here writing all these lyrics do the best that I can

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you

They said get your degree then you will be free

We believe your music shit will get you shopping sprees

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you

I don't really have a plan I just know I'm a man

Sit here writing all these lyrics do the best that I can

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you

They said get your degree then you will be free

We believe your music shit will get you shopping sprees

I don't really have the time to be here stunting on you